When do you think " I should've done that "

Have you ever thought, I should’ve done that? How did I miss that? I must have gone dumb? It was right before my, if only I had noticed it earlier.

So many more regrets pouring through your head one after the other. All the past mistakes catching up on you one by one and soon your head is filled with doubt about whether is this the right path for or more like am I fit to take this part. I mean I am so dumb when it comes to this, how can this be my calling. Maybe I made a mistake, maybe I should’ve taken something I know better. So on and so forth going on and on in your head on repeat.

But wait wasn’t every one a idiot when they began something. Maybe they started young but they didn’t know every thing when they started. They just weren’t embarrassed about not knowing something and went ahead by accepting the fact that they knew nothing. “knowledge is vast like the ocean”, there’s no way you can learn it all. A you-tuber I follow once said “they’ve been doing it since they were a child, so if a child can do it you can do it faster, you know children are stupid right”. It was funny but when you actually think about it, it’s true. Children take time to understand stuff that adults can do much easier. So don’t let the fact that someone is doing it for a long time stop you.

So what if you fail, then try again. Maybe you can’t afford to but then make yourself to be able to afford it. We only have one life time. Don’t leave with regrets. Start over, you will be better prepared this time. Every failure is lesson that is more valuable than success. Every fall teaches you to get up and dust off the dirt and walk staright ahead. We are so used to wondering if we will ever be enough and can we really do it and in the end we end up not doing it . Its astonishing to think that all that is stoping us is ourself. When we have no opertunities we blame other but when we do get one, we just say we're not enough. Are we lazy or scared or just plain terrified. Maybe we are terrified of the unknown yet wish to know. We are greedy yet cautious.

Our mind longs for the unkown yet stops us from going there. If we ever get a easy way out we would take it without hesitation but if it is hard even to the slightest we give up becaue we fear what would happen if we are ever to lose. The grass is always greener in the other side because we are not the one taking care of it. If we did it would be disasterous. So, before we look into the unknown work on yourself first and be the best version of yourself. Take a deep breath and walk forward.