Sulking is Real.
Hey!
Maybe I really don't know who you are, but somewhere I know you are dealing with something which I don't know.
You are hurting from within, I would not say that was big enough to cut you. But it was enough to hurt you, hurt you so deeply.
And that was those "little talks ". The worst part is, It wasn't from the unknown. The little talks were not so significant. Maybe you ignored it too.
But something in you was hurt. And that was enough for you to cry, cry in the shower, on your bed, stuffing your head in the pillow, all alone.
After a day or two, maybe you ignored it again. But that feeling never left you alone. Yet you were left lonely.
You summed up your life in mere two words, "Move on". But did you really? Because those talks never stopped, nor did your pain.
Now, your pain reached another level, where now you just laugh it off! Sometimes you try to be them.
You too try to simply laugh at them and cause pain. But you do know that it's more painful for you than it causes to them because it's not just who you are!
Your pain sometimes makes you dumb and numb.
What's the real point?
The real point is, you mean something. Maybe everything to someone. Maybe nothing to some too.
But the real question is, what do you mean to yourself? The real question lies here. Do not let this pain define your life.
Let it mould you into something better off of yourself. Better to be the best!
Let the pain make you cry, or even break you, but just to form a connection. A connection to yourself.
I assure you, this pain will be your strength. You take this as a chapter in your life, not as a whole book.
You, the one dealing with something. Remember, YOU'RE ONE OF A KIND!
You might need a really long break or sleep or binge-watching your favourite shows or your happy meal or something which you freely wanna do!
But keep reminding yourself, "I'm too brave to give up!" Loving oneself seems hard but you are someone who no one ever could be!
Your insecurities are meant to be broken and not something on which your life is built upon.
For you, if it's you, it's the world. If not you, the world means nothing. You need to gather your strength and mean everything to yourself.
Because you're too precious to be lost. You're loved and this is the phase that shows you your true people.
The question of "to be or not to be " is something you just can't have a dictionary definition of.
It's only and only decided by no one but you. Seize the moment but never yourself.
Your loved ones love you for how you are, not what you have. Never drown yourself for someone who doesn't deserve you.
Your presence is needed. You are wanted and that's why you are worth much more than you think.
You're worth the World!
Remember this:
Fail, but never forget you can fight.
Cry, but never forget you can smile.
Fall, but never forget you can rise.
Change, but never forget your true character.
Let things go, but NEVER GIVE UP!
That's how you become a true warrior of your life. Because YOU are the boss of YOU!
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