Heartbroken
In this world, the most beautiful feeling is love. Those who haven't tasted it hasn't lived their lives yet. They are just like puppies doing daily work on which they are mounted. It is that kind of feeling in which you are not yours but someone else. There is a stage when you care for your loved one and yourself. But there is no limit to this feeling called LOVE. When someone reaches the highest limit, he/she does not care for him/herself. But put everything into caring for the other one.
It all starts when you started living life with someone, and he/she becomes dear to you. Wherever he/she is going, you are going with him/her. You are at the peak of having pleasure by spending time with him/her. Everywhere feels good. Everything around you gives you pleasure. You say to yourself, Alas! This moment never ends. You feel good if he/she is just sitting with you, whether you guys are talking or just silent. You made a lot of memories with your dearest one that wherever you go, everything reminds you of him/her. You just wanna live each moment with him/her. You want that person in front of your eyes every time. You guys are talking, enjoying the meal, and laughs. That is the most beautiful feeling in this world. You got attached to that person a lot. When you are not with that person, you started thinking about him/her. You, without any reason, started making ideas about how we would be together, how it looks like. You wanted to listen to her voice every time. A man like me, I sometimes used to record her audios whenever she was talking, LOL. I just mean to say that you find him/her in everything. You could not concentrate on anything else. Just remember him/her or the time you spent with him/her.
Downfall
In your life, you all face some difficulties and know how to tackle them. It's the name of life when you all face those difficulties and have some lessons. But when you are in love and have feelings for someone, you are in a difficult situation. You cannot think properly; you cannot do any work properly. Whatever you do, you cannot concentrate on it. At that moment, you were thinking of that person whom you love. Especially when he/she is not around, you are just at that spot when you are mobilized.
Love is something else. It's not easy to stay on it. But if you had that feeling of love, you must be aware of its circumstances. In the case of one-sided love, you are at a high level of difficulty. You cannot expect the same response from the other, no matter how much you love them. They still stay the same. This thing eats you from inside that you get back what you give them. You are doing everything to make him/her happy. Spending all the time and money on them just to watch them happy and glowing. You are doing some stuff behind their back just to provide them ease. They did not know about that at all. And when they did not give you the response you were expecting, you got broken from the inside.
There comes the time when he/she comes to know that you have some feelings for him, then comes the real disaster for you. The person who loved you more than anything just cut off with you. First, your friendship is ruined, then your whole life is torn apart. Moreover, there came more pain for you if you got a chance to know that he/she is engaged or has a boyfriend or girlfriend. Your whole life was just a lie. You think that this world is very cruel. You said to yourself that how could he be/she is so selfish and prejudiced person?
Everything around you becomes meaningless, and there is nothing you can do about it. You went into bad stuff just to forget all the moments you spent with him/her. For example, you start smoking, and people start murmuring about you for smoking, but what about the feelings? Nobody cares about it. You cannot sleep all night. You try to sleep, but every night you start thinking about him/her and those beautiful moments that you have spent. 3 to 4 hours spent just trying to sleep. You got no one to whom you tell about your condition or what you are going through. The thing is, no one cares about anyone.
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