What is Life?

Hello! How are you? I'm good thankyou. I hope you all are doing something. I'd like to share with you all that I've started a youtube channel under my name that is Divya Kotwal. And here is the link of my channel https://youtube.com/channel/UCdpQpwllRzFanC0s20EVMiA I hope you subscribe to my channel I need your support idbe mor than happy if you could support me in growing my channel. Currently I've only 7 subscribers to my channel so I need your help. Please subscribe to my channel and support by sharing it with all your friends, family, boyfriend , gfriend, lover, hater, ex, next, colleague etc. Kindly grant me this act of kindness and please suggest me on handling YouTube channel making content I mean what kind of content should I share or may be content. I can tell you stories as well for example, "Once a long long time ago a very misfortunate boy was born in a village in a family where no one really had humanity, love, care, respect. His parents were misfortunate themselves for not being able to do anything for their child. The child really had a tough time growing up. He had two youger sisters who were totally opposite of each other one sister was always concious about what to do and what not to while the youngest was all about carelessness, she would always cause trouble but on contrary always smiling just like her elder brother. The time passed by constantly and the siblings are now teenagers. The little boy was all ready now to become a man he was extremely intellingent, he won the spot for starting his new life as a man. But something big tried to held him back as he was trying his best to not held back anymore there comes a day full of darkness that changed his and his family's life forever. Something terrible, misfortunate and extremely black happened to him. That very only moment put a full stop on his career and his growth. People would look down on him, and his family and he couldn't tolerate it. At the same time when he needed the love and support of his family, he got none. They sent him far away from the home and he decided to stand up on his own feet. But he fell and failed but got up, again he fell, he got up. There were some moments when he didn't got enough money from his family to support himself and only god and that boy knows how he overcame those hardships. And after trying again and again, again and again he finally brought hope to his life and all this time he had one person always behind him was his mother who had his back always. Finally, there was a day when need not to ask others for money, he didn't need to depend on others for livelihood, he could now support himself and now he some courage to do something for his family as well. But somehow it didn't feel right, the boy was somewhere not happy in his life as if he was going through something crucial but no one never knew what he was going through as if always kept smiling whether he's happy or not even after getting scolded he always used to smile at others. As if he lost his real face and had to put on a mask with the fake smile. And the realisation here is that the darkest day of his life was the time when really he put on that mask without anybody knowing it. And one day suddenly the family recieved the news of the demise of the boy at his rented apartment and the family still believes that he was murdered as he was going through something difficult that nobody knows of till now. And after the incident there remained only questions How? Why? When? as he had no money left in his bank accounts." Do you think it is a suicide and if it is, is suicide the only and right solution?