The feeling of my mind when my dear sir left my school.

We are temporary guests in this enchanted world. We do not have a life like those planets and stars. Life is short, very short, growing smaller and smaller ... a huge array of uncertainties all around. Who was there when and where? How come And where or where to go ... It is not written in the book of Bidhata itself. How to fill this void?

Yes Tapan sir, Tapan Ghosh. Sharp eyes, a serious voice, and a remarkable ability to speak.

Sir's role in my personal life is a lot. I think sir loves me a lot. The price of which I may not be able to pay sir. Learning from him, not to be afraid, to move forward like a tiger even in difficult times. The events of her personal life inspire me. Her study of hostel life, cracking in SSC, coming to school by the daily journey, even reading to all the students with affection in a simple mentality, her way of speaking, teaches me everything. Let's get to know some facts at a glance, my acquaintance with him was basically punished by bullying. It was an impossible task to look him in the eye and tell a lie. Her extraordinary ability to teach history amazes me. When he went to class, he only asked Tropic and he told the rest of the history by himself. Salta 2019 has got the opportunity to take part in the mock parliament competition in our school this time. The notice went to class. This is my great interest. Somehow I took the place of the Minister of Health. The selected students were trained by Sabi Sir at his own risk. I learned from him how to speak eye to eye. Taught physical gestures while speaking. But the service did not succeed. Despite the prohibition to shout more than Sir, he has continued to pay the price of our love without hesitation. And the time that Sir has been closest to me is the last lockdown, we understand online class means cheating and getting ganda ganda numbers by looking at it. But sir this idea has completely changed us. He explained to us that there is a great learning subject in the online class. One day he would take a video conference with us from ten to eleven at night. Truly those days are not to be forgotten. He did a lot of fun classes. He used to do history quizzes in groups. Talk about rubbing salt in my wounds - d'oh!

I called Sir to find out if there would be a class. At the end of the talk, sir said, "How are you doing, Ray Shuvo?"

I said it was going well. Sir said - not quite good! You can read I see a different power in you that is not in everyone. You are my other favorite, I am proud of you all sirs.

I said hmm that day

Before the end of the call, he said again,

Truly this still shows the direction of light in moments of despair.

But Bidhata did not let him see the end result of the blazing fire. (Secondary examination canceled) There have been many incidents like this with Sir which are not really forgettable .....

 Sir kept saying the same thing over and over again. When we were asked what our goal was, we would say six hundred and fifty or above six hundred. On the contrary, he said that the test is number seven hundred so that should be the goal. He used to shout in the middle of the class saying never keep lakhs small. I will keep the goal in the best place everywhere.

In a word, I have never seen Sir retreat. Traveling 90 kilometers every day to and from school. Just get three or four hours of sleep and catch the train back to the same destination before daylight in that old routine. His popularity is not less than anyone. It can be understood by looking at the happy smile of the man.

I got the news on February 8, the day Sanjay and I were at school at night. Since then, the cloud of memory has started to cloud. Is this also possible to see in the end? Is it also possible? Many more questions .. Then I didn't meet Sir on purpose because I know Sir is very emotional so I didn't want to hurt Sir by reminding him of old memories. But last Tuesday, Sachin and I went to meet Sir. As soon as he saw me, he said sir, good luck! Before we say anything, sir, I am leaving tomorrow! I said yes, I heard that. Sir pulled me and Sachin's hands and told me to study well. This lockdown is with you ..... He said to come tomorrow ..... no more words came out of Sir's throat. Forced to leave us and go to the staff room. I really came and upset Sir. We also slowly came down the stairs feeling sick ...........

In fact, he is realizing at the moment that it is really very difficult to break the bonds of a relationship that has lasted for so many days and start a new relationship.

I will really miss you, sir.

Sir, it was requested to come to Madhupur from time to time.

Build the students in the new school in a new way just like us and show them the direction of new light. Writing may not stop but it has to stop...

You'll be fine, sir.

In the moments of despair, the way I have been with you for so long, I will find you in the future as well.

Lots of love and congratulations on the new school teaching.

May you and your family be healthy in the current situation in the heart of this beautiful magical world.

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