How I Spend My Nigh
Today I am very excited about crying. but water comes in the eye but they feel scared to flow on chicks. It was about 12 o clock and everybody was sleeping except mine.
because I am very excited to show his memories in the shape of water from my heart. but idiots water droplets never stand with me. meanwhile, the light turns on. I run toward the door to see him but I will meet my brother, Norman.
Maybe God chose him for me, but this is also that if we will meet but a very little time. I pray to my God to keep him safe and healthy. yesterday was the last day of his memories because I was going to forget him from my heart forever and endeavor.
Because I can not live more with his painful memories. But there was a very big problem because for forgetting him, I remember him which I can not do this. I never wept but when I was going to forget him from my heart and brain I wept again and again. I was breaking too much that I only join myself when I died.
the wounds who did not heap or heaped when I had gone from this painful world. when the light turn off, then I was seeing your dreams. I was too excited because today was our day of dispersing.
Now about 1 o clock and my eyes were bulging from sleeping but how I permit them for sleeping without seeing you? now, maybe I had gone to my bed but I felt that someone was coming toward me .that feeling which I was love. But this time also I met ashamed.
Now I promised myself to forget him and went to my bed for sleeping because too much in my red eyes. I was wondering that if I listen to someone's feelings about the foot or turn on the bulb I can not go outside for looking at him.
But one question in my mind that why he did not come if he said?
I thought maybe he was going to another who is very beautiful than me. But, he was saying that he shall come and help me to forget him because I did not do this lonely.
Love is a very sensitive thing in my order if it goes right then everything will be okay. If anything goes wrong then the person who loves you I am 100 % sure deceives you because I face this situation and I am going to share my experience.
And I see that someone calls me to address my name. I woke up and went outside my room and I saw a person who has the same shape as him. Because I was terrible I did not recognize him, and I asked him How are you?
He replied that I am Bilal.
I again asked, who is Bilal?
He replied that your lover.............................................................................................................
I was weeping when he was telling our love story because he deceived another love who he has to other some. but I did not belong to him. He requested I apologize to him.
Because I was an innocent girl and he deceives me every time, therefore I did not do this. If I apologize to him for his sin, I use the word sin because according to me love is worship if anyone deceives this worship then he will be a sinner, I did not apologize for a sinner but God.
In this way, he comes to me every day and apologizes to me every night, but I did not forgive, him because he broke my heart and the home of God is present in my heart.
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Thanks for giving me some time in my heart.
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