Growing up, I remember my primary school days when my teacher asked me, "BEB, what do you want to become when you grow up?" At that moment, I had just one answer echoing in my mind - "I want to be a doctor." This ambition was like a fragile dream, even though my academic performance was average from the start, starting from grade one to grade nine.
I was an ordinary student, I had achieved the third to fourth positions on average at the primary and secondary levels and I remember securing a third position in grade 10 which is known as a school - Leaving certificate. It was during the School - Leaving Certificate (SLC) examinations in 2072 BS (2016 CE) that I scored a GPA of 3.05, and this gave me a sense of accomplishment. Those were the marks that filled with me a full of hope.
After completing my SLC, I was faced with the question of what to study next. Time seemed to fly by as I enjoyed a few months of freedom and leisure with my friends. Everything seemed good at the time. Then, as I was preparing for higher secondary education, all the faculties' entrance exams opened up. I was perplexed about which field of study to choose. I was not sure about my future, even when my friends had already made decisions. The pressure was mounting, and I couldn't provide a clear answer when people asked me what I wanted to study.
Coming from a middle-class family, I was sensitive to the financial constraints. I didn't want to burden my family, who worked hard to fulfill my wants and happiness. Even when I visited my relatives' homes, the topic of my education was always there. Some relatives would ask, "What are you going to study?" I couldn't confidently reply, and it made me feel uneasy. Middle-class families often have these struggles.
I was the only son, and my parents had dreams for me. My father worked in agriculture, and my mother was a homemaker. My family wanted to fulfill my needs, but we didn't have any extra income sources. Despite this, my parents always supported my education. They believed in me as if I was destined for something great. It seemed like my birth was a divine gift to my family. I am full of hope for my family, thus responsibilities increasing day by day.
I felt the weight of their expectations, and I wanted to fulfill their dreams. However, things took a different turn when I got to college. I began to understand the significance of agriculture and how it could change lives. It was during this period that I decided to leave the science field and focus on a career in agriculture. This decision was not easy, but I felt it was the right path.
College life was enriching, and I excelled in my studies. In three years, I graduated with an overall percentage of 83.14%, securing the third position. This achievement brought immense joy to my family, and at that time I was thankful to myself. I felt like I was on the right track, and my future was starting to look promising.
However, as I considered pursuing my bachelor's degree, a new challenge emerged in the form of the COVID-19 pandemic. The pandemic disrupted lives worldwide, including educational institutions. Colleges and universities closed, and job opportunities were scarce. I decided to take a job to support myself and my family during this tough period. I worked for 18 months, and although the experience was valuable, it made me realize the challenges of being from a middle-class background.
The question of my future loomed large, and I couldn't help but compare myself to peers who were earning substantial incomes and making different life choices. Sometimes, I wondered if I should follow a similar path, but the responsibilities I had towards my family and the dreams they held for me kept me grounded.
I returned to my studies with a burning desire to excel, but questions about my future persisted. I often pondered, "Will I ever achieve financial stability? Will I be able to fulfill my family's dreams?" These thoughts sometimes kept me up at night, and answers were hard to come by. In the end, I decided to pursue a bachelor's degree in agriculture and secured admission. My journey continues, and I'm determined to build a bright future for myself and my family. The road ahead may be challenging, but I believe that my hard work and dedication will eventually lead me to success.
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